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[Jul. 4th, 2003|06:03 pm] |
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| | Sogur R?s - Hjarta? Hamast | ] |
i really have to think about why this</font>
(seen in ![[info]](http://piktures.deadjournal.com/userinfo.gif) wurzeltod 's journal)
reminds me in this
intresting ... how pain in the flesh of humanity occurs in different images... |
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[Jul. 1st, 2003|08:50 am] |
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member of our order. see the crucifix?
and this is simply sweet, the crucifix fish
a muscle skeleton is strange though. |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2003|08:51 am] |
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| |  weird | ] |
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| | portishead - sour times | ] |
thanks silencer . i wonder how you managed to get a snapshot of it ;p |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2003|03:02 am] |
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You're
the United Nations!
Most people think you're ineffective, but you are trying to
completely save the world from itself, so there's always going to be a long
way to go. You're always the one trying to get friends to talk to each
other, enemies to talk to each other, anyone who can to just talk instead of
beating each other about the head and torso. Sometimes it works and sometimes
it doesn't, and you get very schizophrenic as a result. But your heart
is in the right place, and sometimes also in New York.
Take the Country
Quiz at the Blue Pyramid
hah, for all who think i am just a narrowminded penguin with a fixation for tingods and other perverted things...
intentionally i'm on a humanitarian mission, still. |
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[Jun. 21st, 2003|02:38 am] |
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| | contemplative | ] |
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| | Ton Steine Scherben - halt dich an deiner liebe fest | ] |
seel_brent has obviously met luze. hmmm... he should have just grabbed him and brought him here ;> . i trust seel that he wrote about things just as they are ...yet he's so blunt in his naivity... and i dont fully get men anyway .
seriously, i dont know if i should worry and try to get there as quick as possible or just respect some discreetness ... i guess a descreet approach in the near future will be appropriate. |
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[Jun. 19th, 2003|09:40 am] |
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| |  busy | ] |
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| | einst?rzende neubauten - godzilla in mitte | ] |
*cough*(i rode a sandwich today.)*cough*
i'm not going to india this time. it needs more peparation for me. Seel will go instead. he's quickly there and can bring luze his few things too and just check how he is. i am envious, but i am needed here. |
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[Jun. 17th, 2003|11:29 pm] |
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| | awake | ] |
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| | Moby - the sky is broken | ] |
i had a chat with sister sabrina . she's been in india on a doctors without borders journey. and how coincidence wants it she met luze there! now that's where he is! i am glad to know now cause since that one post there was nothing anymore from him and "i am in an awkward situation here" can mean a lot. it must be a very small village somewhere in northern india and i am now taking contact to another chaplain who can direct me to other reverends and monastries in india. i'll try to get there and visit him.
maybe he wants to come back ... |
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| "We're On A Mission From God" |
[Jun. 17th, 2003|09:00 pm] |
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| |  amused | ] |
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| | blues brothers | ] |
i call this a divine coincidence ! thinking about my ten favourite movies this morning we have "the Blues Brothers" on TV right now :) |
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[Jun. 17th, 2003|12:48 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | the beatles - let it be | ] |
Top Ten Movies
1 - two mules for sister sara
2 - dogma
3 - blues brothers
4 - a nuns tale
5 - der himmel ?ber berlin (city of angels original)
6 - moses
7 - The Nightmare Before christmas
8 - zardoz
9 - sister act
10- the life of brian
Top Ten Bands/Musicians
1 - nick cave
2 - gregorian monk-chants
3 - hildegard von bingen moastry chants
4 - type-o-negative
5 - electric prunes
6 - nina hagen
7 - einst?rzende neubauten
8 - bj?rk
9 - tony scott
10 -the beatles
Top Ten Books
1 - the bible
2 - and the ass saw the angel
3 - the apocryphes
4 - necronomicon
5 - siddharta
6 - Vita Sanctae Hildegardis
7 - mythological encyclopedia
8 - baghvat-gita
9 - als lebten die engel auf erden
10- Life and Teaching of the Masters of the Far East |
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| new insights in christianity... |
[Jun. 8th, 2003|05:35 am] |
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| |  enthralled | ] |
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| | nick cave - jesus met the woman | ] |
...ask the thousands of years old vampire who knew jesus:
AnarchicQ:algol:
....Well this...this hurt like a buttfuck!
AnarchicQ: YAY BUTTFUCK!
ossophile: hahaha yAY ;-)
ossophile: i wonder if jesus has to do with it
AnarchicQ: LOL
ossophile: algol algol, what did jebus do to you.
ossophile: must make jesus repent
AnarchicQ: Algol: oh..it was horrible! there wer butts..and..and Rapeing! and
ossophile: *blinks* you mean...christianity's grown from ...sadomasochism?o.O
AnarchicQ: Algol: *snicker* you wish
ossophile: i do*grin* i pray. may the lord always be amongst us
ossophile: the lord is in each of us *snicker*
ossophile: being christian is therefore like wearing a permanent dildo *moans in delight* |
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[Jun. 8th, 2003|03:00 am] |
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| | alien sex fiend - instant kama sutra | ] |
weird shit was going on ... call it fight of the righteous call it whatever. diplomacy and understanding won.
but i still have to make Legolas repent! one day *smirk*.but he's got enough for now. Necro just seems to have the magic touch on him.
Nick Cave sang Henry Lee alone and very agressive, almost metal like. this wasnt Necro - the thought of it makes me shudder.
i just joined a community , twistednudity. guess that'll be intresting. let's see.
i belive luze is well off. i had a vision in which he climbed down a rope-ladder and he seemed busy. whatever it means, it felt all right. relieving. |
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[May. 30th, 2003|07:11 pm] |
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| | einst?rzende neubauten - abfackeln! | ] |
now it's clear. luzifer died. not that i only saw him on the escalator up , i do now get the whole picture . what a world is this without true compassion?! isnt it our duty as humans to be there for eachother instead of stabbing eachother down in psychological warfare? do we really need to protect our ego's at the cost of other peoples lives? well , we are not that many humans here i suppose .... still luzifer was human as can be, inside. there is nothing! plain nothing that justifies his death!
and such a degrading humiliation cannot be accepted!
Upon my Sam! i do have a sword! the sword of justice!
and waited the day of ascension and am waiting beyond to make the malicious and selfish repent for their deeds. they didnt even leave him a chance to go as martyr ... well, for me he was good enough :p, but he also never attended us as acolyte. oh well.
but listen! you evil snakes out there, i will show you what my sword is capable of! you shall fear the wrath of... of ... uhm .. of me! if you dont come and repent *snickersnicker*
shall god send famine upon you! uhm, well that would even almost be worth his death... :p |
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| did you know... |
[May. 30th, 2003|02:04 pm] |
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Hildegard von Bingen is one of my idols. when i lived in Walluf near Bingen at the river Rhein at the age of 17 i visited the monastry sometimes , listening to their "healing singin" . and i've asked what it'd require to become a nun.
not reveiling your own visions can make you sick, that's what hildegard experienced before she started to write them down and express them artistically and preach them. she sure was one of the first women in the christian church who went her very own way but was accepted with that at the same time. *bows in reverence* |
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| Ascension Day |
[May. 29th, 2003|08:33 am] |
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| | church bells chime | ] |
some where from the internet:
Why did Saint Luke mention Ascension Day so often in the book of Acts? The first chapters of Acts describe the apostles preaching in Jerusalem. They were preaching to people who had humiliated and murdered Jesus. These people had seen Jesus at his lowest. But on Ascension Day, God had enthroned Jesus in heaven and made him his "right hand man." The apostles tried to get the people to understand how serious their sin was. They had killed the Prince of the universe. But they weren't left hopeless, because this Prince was giving them a second chance. He was alive and on his throne and held no grudge against them. In other words, the apostles mentioned Ascension Day so people would urgently want to apologize for everything bad they had done to Jesus.
hahah. dunno if this applies to the black sheep of god as well :>. |
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[May. 28th, 2003|08:37 pm] |
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| | nick cave - he wants you | ] |
they've erected this giant halo in the center of berlin. it is the oecumenic church-day in this city and you see people with halo's everywhere.
the inflatable one is ofcourse still my favourite. |
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[May. 28th, 2003|01:11 am] |
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| | nick cave - Little Janey's Gone | ] |
there is heaven and there is heaven. actually everywhere is heaven if not on the surface of the planet where you are on right now.
some place in heaven is just very far away or from certain points of view heaven seems far away. the purpose of religion surely is being as close as possible to heaven while being on the ground
but also staying in touch with them in heaven.
but sometimes this sounds very theoretically :/.
doesnt change the fact one is not on the surface of this damned planet anymore .... sigh.
Tupelo
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[May. 17th, 2003|02:29 pm] |
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| | glory glory haleluja | ] |
seems that my plans are working out. all we needed was a great blow job to erect that holy building in the center of necropolis ...
i gonna have a temple of heavenly pleasures right there. yes! people shall learn what joy to the world really means!
and even the building workers should have had fun i believe :>
inflation could almost become a new fetish to me ...hmmm i want an inflatable rubberskeleton on a crucifux as well ...
amusing toy...
 I am a Crown.
I'm regal and proud. People instinctively follow my lead, so I don't even have to try. Sometimes it's a drag. What Sort of Hat Are You?
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hahahah, that's amusing too
and this |
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[May. 7th, 2003|01:23 pm] |
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i talked to one of the lean young men last night, suicide, who's entangled in worldly sufferings as one can be. my advice to turn to the spiritual sides of existence wasnt too much appreciated, but that's not unusual ... not that adoring a wooden idol instead of the memory of somone who's dead wasnt so different from yearning for the unearthly ... but he has creative outlets. art itself is a spiritual act, and who knows, maybe he will recognize an helpful way of thinking under my headpiece one day ...
another appearence that impressed me much lately is Luze, not that he didnt as long as i know him, but this little fellow takes it all so seriously, devotion to the spiritual path seems what he is concepted of and his denial from the worldly makes him a blazing appearence. his name fit's him too well. hearing he is getting a grasp of business as well pleases me much ... he might even step into the path of NecroRaver followers ...yes i can see him going there ... he could make much more of himself if he wasnt so insecure and denying. not self-denying, that is alright, but by doing nothing he couldnt even serve greater plans, and those exist. oh yes, they do.
See NecroRaver - he has his kingdome, his followers, he knows how to raise and grow the bigger picture, how to set marks in existence. i am looking foreward for cooperation. there is not little we could achieve if we did - i am anticpating. and even if it's only being close ... his pure presence radiates stimulating energy ... awakening desires, the motor of yearning ... yes this man is a key figure on my mission . |
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